Sexual Addiction

I would have called this Blog Confessions of a Sex Addict as my best friend in the whole world suggested but I felt that...I would appear to slutty. *shy smile* So let me say "Hi" to all you wonderful people. *holds out hand to be shaken* Lina is my name. I am 29 years old (yes, I am not kidding...really 29. not one of those people who just say they are 29) as I stated in my introduction. I have MANY confessions that I feel the need to release. See I used to be in an "open" relationship with my husband. I say used to because...well...I guess that is a blog for another time isn't it. However, even before I was with this man I was never faithful...ever. Even now that I am supposed to be monogamous I tend to have stray thoughts. *wanders off thinking*



Sorry about that.


*laughs* Let me start with a little explanation. I love men. I love women too just never had the opportunity...and when I did it was not with the right person...well maybe this once...but that was not the right time. I will tell you about that another time. I love the way men make me feel. I love to fall in love. I love for men to want me. I love it when married men want me, single men want me, just about any man. I love the glances from across the room. The eye contact. The touching, feeling, flirting, and most importantly sexual feeling a man gives you I am ADDICTED to. Like a drug addicted. The feeling of being with more than one man who adores you, wants you, and cannot get enough of you is my high. Still today in my monogamous relationship I "talk" to two other men who I had intimate relationships with behind my husbands back. I don't know whats wrong with me but I love all you men who love me and I just can't stop.

Let me make one thing clear though. I don't do my friends men. I cannot go there. One thing I have learned in life is that your friends will ALWAYS be there and men...they are just for fun. Let's not confuse a real relationship with a sexual one. *smile* I love my friends and those people are who helped make me who I am today. Enough of that now.

So I am not sure where to start first...from the beginning or the end. I should probably start from the end since that is currently where my life is at the moment. However, you might also get little splashes of other things now and again as I work my way back through these confessions. Now don't think that my only confessions are behind me...because I have many more that are still in my future and haven't played out yet. I have many things I still want to try. So sit back and engulf yourself into my world of sexual desires, pleasures, and experiences. You are sure to be in for a treat. ~Lina